~ Daphne ~

Wondering~

2011-08-09T10:42:00.003+08:00

At that specific moment,

i felt the warmth in my heart,

the moment u get 'awaken' by the word,

and asked WHY?

I felt delighted,

but,

i was wondering, doubting,

am i get the wrong message myself,

am i really happy about that,

was that the first thought of u,

was that a 'kidding message'......

Blah~

Mother's Day Post~

2011-05-08T23:33:00.002+08:00

It's Mother's Day!!

so here, i wanna wish all the beloved mothers in the whole wide world by shouting:

"HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!"

"Hundreds of dewdrops to greet the dawn,

Hundreds of bees in the purple clover,

Hundreds of butterflies on the lawn,

But only one mother the wide world over."

~George Cooper

Me and my family went to KOREANA Restaurant located at Premier 101 for the celebration...

*guess who was the suggester?*

Yeaps!!!

It's ME @ the Korean drama addict, Korean actors & actresses LOVER! =p

Though tried korean food before, but still haven't got the chance to try out the food at Koreana,

so,

give it a try! =)

~KOREANA RESTAURANT Menu Cover~

~Spoon & Chopsticks~

Chopsticks are flat, that's the style of Korean!

Some of the pictures taken by me!

Got vege, got fish, got meat, got soup, got rice, etc....... xp

~Fresh lettuce & pot of hot Green Tea~

Lil bro get addicted eating the lettuce with all the fillings available on the table that he 'campur aduk' himself...

Finally he took the vege on his own the very first time on and on!

Seems like he likes raw vege rather than cooked vege... LoL =D

~Kimchi Fried Rice & 6 side dishes~

It's spicy enough!

~TteokBokkI & TteokGuk is Sticky Rice Cake Roll~

It's spicy enough too ;)

~Sushi~

But still felt the one that made by my sis were

so much so much so much more nicer to be consumed into my stomach... xD

~Eel (roasted?)~

Dunno is roasted or what, but the meat was so soft, nice though!

~Galbi Gui is Marinated Beef Short Ribs~

It's nice to eat yea!!! Basically i like this plate the most among all...

BUT,

the price of ONLY the both plates (eel & galbi gui) above was "nice" too,

they cost around RM100!

The portions of the two plates were small but need big money note somemore... @.@

Ooops! Forgot to take the soup photos! Its sort of like dumpling soup with really big dumpling inside with meat fillings!

It looked like this! *took from the web* heeee :)

~Mandu Guk is Dumpling Soup~

I like the dumpling, but the soup was cooked with so much onion leaf inside which tasted no good to me only but not my other family members

CAUSE

I SERIOUSLY HATE ONIONS!!!

Finally, we requested our cake that booked by my elder sis from Delizze as dessert from the kitchen after finished the 'thingy' on the table......

~Triangular shape punya Green Tea Cheese Cake from Delizze~

HAHAHA~~ This one for me okay okay lo, cause i don't really like to eat cheese cake as well, if u know me... =)

CONCLUSION on the meal at KOREANA RESTAURANT to me:

so-so only!!! I did felt excited to taste more Korean food than before, but the food

SERIOUSLY SO-SO ONLY !!

But it still able to satisfy my appetite on spiciness, good enough ady! teechee =)

Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!! Finished the meal, went shopping, then went to PC Fair!!

PC Fair as usual, CROWDED!!!

I bought Headset *thanks to my lovely mom <3 *,

cousin studied in Swimburne bought printer!

...The end of the day...

Had GOOD MOOD today though everything was so so only.... =p

I need human to innovate them!

2011-02-17T20:11:00.007+08:00

I seriously wondering,

since now everything on the Earth are so advance,

with the innovation skills and creative thinking of human,

why cant they help me with this?

Why firecrackers must sound like :

iiiiiiiiuuuu poooom......

pin paaaamg......

pilikbalak ......

duuubooooooooooooom......

all the sounds that make my heart pumping so hard,

like heart attack,

because of the 'SUDDEN ATTACK' kind of released of firecrackers into the dark sky...

I HATE THEM, they make me shocked everytime!!! T_T

Cant they give me some sort of soft signal before they sound so fiercely in the sky?

Then at least i will be psychologically prepared for them...

I asked my elder sis just now...

ME: "jie, why the firecrackers must sound like 'pimpompiang', why human cant make it sounds nicer, perhaps sounds like a song when it realised into the sky?"

SIS: "if sounds like a song in the sky, then the Nian Dragon will not scared of it, it will stay there listen to the song of firecracker."

ME: "But now there is no dragon in this world le baaaa...."

SIS: "But that's the tradition! We can't help it much too.... That's it~"

ME: ....................... =.= *aikkssss, another unsolved quest*

But don't we need to 创新 in this 21st century?

If firecracker sounds like a song,

then all of us will not be shocked of it all in the sudden

make the heart pumping furiously....

We will be tenderly enjoyed the beautiful sounds of them,

how enjoyable~~

If one day got firecrackers' manufacturer,

ask me for some ideas to improve the quality of their products,

i will sure suggest him to make it sounds like a SONG,

instead of "bilipalak"....

URGH~~~

The ONE & ONLY~

2011-01-28T15:39:00.012+08:00

The eyes are the gateway to the soul...

and there are the photos which always making me calm, peaceful, tranquil...

this is the moment that i felt like...

I would rather have ears cannot hear,

have lips that cannot speak,

have a heart that cannot love.

BUT definitely not eyes that cannot see.....

The one & only flower i like among the thousands species of flowers across the globe!!! =)

TULIP =D

They are not too elegant, too romantic, too big, too small, or too bright; the tulip is always just right.

Tulips are symbolic of fame and perfect love.

Like many flowers, different colors of tulips also often carry their own significance.

Red tulips mean "believe me" and are a declaration of true love.

Yellow tulips mean "there's sunshine in your smile" and cheerful thoughts.

Orange tulips mean energy, enthusiasm, desire and passion.

Purple tulips symbolize royalty.

Pink tulips mean affection and caring.
i likey this one the most.. hee =D

Cream colored tulips mean "I will love you forever".

White tulips symbolize heaven, newness and purity.

Variegated tulips due to their striking colour pattern mean "you have beautiful eyes".

Tulips are just so GORGEOUS & LUSCIOUS...... They are Cool and Fantastic~~~

"The tulip's petals shine in dew,
All beautiful, but none alike".

If I was a Tulip

And you were wind’s-wings,

I would not count

My broken dreams,

But bless the coming spring.

I would let you see me

In colors-

Pink, yellow and red.

You’d find me blooming

By the riverbed

Or, down in the valley

By the little creek,

To make proud

The water falls,

To make you feel meek.

But strong winds

Of late May

Again could make me weak.

My petals scattered

On the ground

And gone in a week.

But I will come again

To let you see…

Life is but a circle,

I will bloom

Again next spring:

Isn’t it a miracle?

I would be happy

To know that you would

Touch my face

When the sun sets in.

I would feel you in full force,

Gently from within.

You would come to me

Each day-

Again to disappear,

But when the sun’s-rays

Touch at noon-

Again I would feel you near.

New Year Time, Time for Charity~

2011-01-09T23:36:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year is just around the corner.....

The people that favored by fortune and blessed *like us*,

started to shop for new goodies, new clothings,

new shoes, new furnitures, everything new *as in the shopping list*...

& the feelings were so GREAT, it's kinda EXCITEMENT~~ hooraay!!

BUT,

do u ever thought that what IF one day,

around this CNY time,

you just cannot afford to have get anything new,

the feelings would be........??

................ Lonely, Sad, Depressed, Moody, Grieved..................

That's definitely what the orphans of society felt about...

They have no parents take care of,

no pocket money.........

They should no be ignored or neglected by the society....

"We make a living by what we get, BUT we make a life by what we give"

Thus, my sista got some ideas to make the children in one of the orphanage in Kuching to have the EXCITEMENT like what we felt every year...

With the sincere desire and wholeheartedness,

something had been done....

Actually, they had enough food for consumptions and necessities from the State,

but somehow, *after consulted the principal of the orphange*

some children still not having pillows.... *pity*

It's Chinese New Year wut,

OF COURSE,

tit-bits that are the favorite of the children shall not be excluded....

So i helped my sis to pack the thingy in the Sunday afternoon....

here's the result~~

*ta-daaaaaaaaaa*

Big sweet consists of varieties.... =D

After hours of work~~~ *weee..* ;)

pillows~~ have a nice dream!! =))

“We cannot do great things on this Earth, only small things with great love.”

Mother Teresa

“Generosity consists not the sum given, but the manner in which it is bestowed”

Mahatma Gandhi

I know BUT u don't.. =(

2011-01-05T00:24:00.001+08:00

SERIOUSLY,

I know WHO u are,

I know WHAT'S ur name,

I know WHERE u live,

I know WHEN u will appear when it's time,

I know HOW to add u...

BUT,

when u saw me,

U don't know WHO i am,

U don't know WHAT'S my name,

U don't know WHERE i live,

U don't know WHEN u saw me so so so many times before,

U don't know HOW i am in ur friends list for such a long period of time...

THE 4W+1H, all cannot be answerable...

Urghhh, such a tragedy for me, man!! It's HURTFUL=(

NOW, i just wanna tell chiu, my name is DAPHNE!!! Be more attentive next round we meet....... ABOUT THE OTHER 3W+1H, i will surely told u if u interested...

BUT now ALL OF A SUDDEN i got the feeling like letting go~~ SO BYE!!! *disheartened*

ENJOY UR LIFE with that MISS ~~~

I truly send this regards to U... =] *though u will NEVER KNOW once again*

Ahhn niyong~~~ =((

Rewind~

2011-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

As the clock ticks away the last few hours of the year, you wonder what the New Year has in store. Perhaps this year will change your destiny. Or perhaps, you will be meandering through the path of life, seeking answers to your deepest issues. Whatever be your future, you must welcome the New Year with an open heart. Make the best of today, so that your tomorrow can be better.....

BUT before that, allow me to recall what have i done during the year of 2010~~ There we go *follow closely ya*...

Hmmmms....

I celebrated the Chinese New Year in the hometown of my dad... I was able to meet all my cousins, playing & chatting around with them, it's quite fun too in the sense that some of the babies were just too cute and funny to play with!!! I would described them as amusing actors & actresses!! lolx....

The third day of new year, we also celebrated my grandpa birthday in a restaurant together with a 3 layer height cake!! Happy Birthday,Grandpa~~~!!

Actually year 2010 was such a busy, hectic study year for me...

Basically, the first half year i would still considered them as easy going period because i was having a normal study life and still pursuing my CAT (Certified Accounting Technician) with all my lovely, cool, friendly & chatter-box course mates... With them as companions in class, the dull subjects can never be dull as all their jokes were surely a form of relaxation for me... Teechee =D

Friends, u guys ROCKS!!! hehehe =p

However, all of us know that 天下没不散之筵席, every gathering will sure have to come to an end... Because of the results, different friends having different grades, the passing rates will always be the determinant of the next step we gonna walk... The sad thing was most of the friends still remained in CAT, but only some managed to proceed to a so much so higher level, that's ACCA.. That's definitely pitiful since we needa separate after we knew each others for 1 year and spent time together, now need to continue our own route.. A farewell dinner was held in HAPPY VALLEY with all of them, a memorable night!!

As for me, with the guardian of my Lord Jesus, i was able to obtain this CAT 'title' just within one year of studying time frame, it was surely a relieve moment of mine!! Thanks GOD~~

I guessed this would be the most SPECIAL events in year 2010 for me, graduation of mine, though i not yet qualified to wear mortar board as this only will be the rights of those graduand of ACCA, but not CAT.... T__T

But, i was still happy with it... The graduation ceremony was held in HILTON KUCHING... That morning, everyone wore smartly with their attires been put on!! Parents will start giving flowers, bears to the graduand, my mom attended the ceremony with me... hahahaha...

and suddenly i heard of 'Canon in D' which made me even High!! Cause this song will really touches my heart and having the sinking feeling into the music... This is the only song that can really makes my day!!! AWESOME melody *thumbs up* =)))

The second half year, year of the first semester of ACCA, it was really so heavy for me!! I hate the Business & Corporate Law because substantial memory power was needed and because there was no potentially good lecturers in Kuching, the lecturer of KL will flew in and taught us once a month, thus weekends will be "swallowed" by this subject with at least 8 hours of lecture in order to catch up with the syllabus...

Indeed she was a great lecturer, but no matter how great was she, the subject was just too dry, some of my friends even fall asleep in the class, some even escaped halfway through, & some even pro, just didn't attend the class!! But it's over now, hopefully i managed to pass this paper so that i would not have to repeat it again, it's such a torment, TORTURING!!

*Because of this subject, that's the reason i kept bringing my books around even there was outings especially when there will be progress tests given by the lecturers... =.="

And last September, my bro went to United Kingdom to further his studies too, hope he will coping well there!! Sometimes, Skype with him, he even LIVE TELECAST for me of the fallen of snow, how sweat was that... =='

My little sista also finished her SPM, will be going to NS on the 3rd of January 2010, hope she finds FUN & Frenz there, GOOD LUCK!!

My elder sista seems will be having her "GOOD NEWS" since she is not young liao, it's time!! Hahahaha =p

There, 2010 comes to an end!! BYE!! Let's anticipate 2011 will be a better year and it MUST be!

Friends,

“May you have a delightful New Year full of fun and charm. Here’s wishing, all the love, joys and good things in life dawn on you with this new start!!!”

2011 is at the door...

Remember

Life is short,

break the rules,

Forgive Quickly,

Love Truly,

Laugh Uncontrollably,

and

Never regret anything that made you Smile =)

~~ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 ~~

Remoteness of the things on the Earth~

2010-11-13T01:26:00.006+08:00

At this moment, i felt that everything is so remote that i can't manage to aim high, to look good, to be proud of the things that i wished to be...
像是天上的星星,那么遥不可及... =(

Things seems to be so close that i manage to see it from where i stand but i just couldn't reach it, it's ABSOLUTELY a pain, so much so that it hunted me in the middle of the night that once again ruined everything~~ It's just so scary and frightening~~

Everyone else seems to be care-free, living good & coping well enough, but why i am the one falling in that unsolvable situations : Family, Love, Friends, Hope~~ People just would like to say is alright and it will be over, but there are definitely things couldn't be and will not possible to be alright and will not comes to an end~~

I tried so hard so many times, but things went hair-wired, so what's the point i kept trying and there is no outcome???? WHAT'S THE POINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, Daph is depressed on every single things on the Earth now!!!!! There is no more hopes, no more possibilities, no more chances............ NO MORE

As Time Passes By~~

2010-10-02T03:00:00.000+08:00

Life cannot be paused, neither rewind nor forward & i clear on this...
It just flows with the time...
Moving on is simple,
it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult...

Fate......
However mystical, is also grounded by the choices we make...
In the end, there's a symbiosis between the world and all its externalities, your heart and mind...
I may regret the way it ended, but I will never regret what had been before...
Why am I afraid to lose it when you're not even mine...
Whats the sense of wishing for something when I always just wish it away?

When one door closes, another door opens...
But so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door...
Until do not see the ones which open for us...

It seems that a better person is just right beside now...
Seems to have forgotten and let go of the past of what being done together...
Deep down you know it's best for yourself..
The options would only grab firmly or release it...
NOT being ambiguous between them which u did...
It's always better to say something direct and to the point than to keep someone guessing...
Because their interpretation might be different from what you want to say...

Everything is just so sudden till i seems to be able to conquer it...
BUT...
Unfortunately it is a clear manifestation that almost impossible to be done for the moment...
I doubted it for over and over again...

Why should I care? When you obviously don't...
Why should I try? When neither do you...
Why should I even show up anymore? When you wouldn't notice If I didn't...

The only consistent thing in my life..
Is the rain, the dark clouds, and the crashing lightning...
When I’m crying you can’t tell..
And before I come back,
It washes away the pain, It washes away my tears...
I come back in,
And the pain comes back...

The precious of alphabet F

2010-08-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

Appreciate them (Friendship & Family) for once being part of ur life or even just a second !!!

Follow ur true Feeling,
Figure it,
Face it,
Focus,
Forgive & Forget to be Forever,
is Fortune!!

Forge ahead,
Future is always there For u to alter and change!!

So Friends~

Dont be a Fool anymore From now onwards!

New beginning~~

2010-07-04T01:13:00.001+08:00

It has been awhile since my last post...

Everyone is getting started with the school life soon, so do I... I guess i gonna be totally up side down with the normal timetable that most of u guys are having, maybe the time and frequentness of me going to mass will be less too,which making me not really happy about it! BUT, i really really feeling lucky to be Roman Catholic (following mother's root) ^v^ Because frankly speaking, i only time i feel myself together with Lord Jesus is only during the Sunday Mass.. =(

This holiday is a short holiday for me, I just utilised them with some outings, movies, and dramas... Besides, i looking forward anxiously for the upcoming movie, The Twilight Saga: Eclipse!! I guessed this is the climax of the four series and gonna be having a thrill watch in cinema!! Those supporting TWILIGHT, let's await the moment to come!! XD

Everyone now cheer and crazy for the WORLD CUP.. Who will know England will out of the match so fast? Who will know Brazil would lost to Holland? Who will expect 0-4 between Argentina and Germany? Thing always just happened unexpected!! So now, many things i will just let it down when there is no point for me to act stubbornly..O.O

I will continue my effort in studies and hoping for good result so that everything is in the route that planned by me! My bro going to Newcastle coming September.. Mom and him just busy for the preparation stuff, hope everything goes smoothly!! Of course, i also hope i got the chance to further my study in my dream country too!! So, *Aza Aza Fightin~* everyone!! Gambateneh for those pursuing study in university and the Form 6 school folks!! Hope everyone doing fine out there~~ =D

Exile Love

2010-05-15T00:44:00.002+08:00

有时候我真的觉得好寂寞
虽然你什麽都没说只是紧紧的抱着我
却轻轻对我说我只是普通的朋友
爱的感觉不同付出的爱没有结果

想不透我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择了让步

被放逐在寒冷的边际
去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理所谓的不公平
静静的离去轻轻的闭上眼睛

想不透我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择了让步

被放逐在寒冷的边际
去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理所谓的不公平
静静的离去轻轻的闭上眼睛
静静的摆在那里

COOL ~~

2010-04-01T00:58:00.003+08:00

I like~~~~~~~

KOREA with Awesome Language,
PARIS with Eiffel Tower,
Italy ROME with Pope,
JAPAN with Sakura,
NEW YORK with Statue of Liberty,
LONDON with Big Ben,
GERMANY, FRANCE, LOS ANGELES, ICELAND~~~~
& let's travel together!!!!!!!!!!!!! WoOOOOOOOOOOhOOOOOOOO =DDDDDDD

* Dreams can be impetus or driving force for us to strike a better n nicer life!!!, so, lets DREAM~~~* ahahahahahhahahahahahahahaahahahaa

Life need not be taken seriously at all the time, even a moment of happiness, it will be sufficient!!!!!!!! ^V^

PPL who have the similar dreams as i do, CHEERS!!!!!!!!
Aza aza FIGHTIN~~~
Gambateneh~~~

^V^, =D, =p.....................

~Word of LORD~

2010-01-31T13:08:00.004+08:00

Today, as Usual, I went to Sunday Mass, and one of the reading for today that’s meaningful:-

Love is always patient and kind; it never jealous; love is never boastful or conceited; it is never rude or selfish; it does not take offence, and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins BUT delights in the truth; it is always ready to excuse, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.

Love does not come to an end. For our knowledge is imperfect, but once perfection comes, all imperfection things will disappear. The knowledge that I have now is imperfect, BUT then I shall know as fully as I am known.

In short, there are THREE things that last:
*1* FAITH
*2* HOPE
*3* LOVE
And the greatest of these is Love….

This is the word of the LORD.

~ Still in ♥ LOVE ♥ ~

2010-01-10T18:38:00.005+08:00

♥ 你说阴天代表你的心情,
♥ 雨天更是你对生命的反应。
♥ 你说每天生活一样平静，
♥ 对于未来没有一点信心。
♥ 亲爱朋友,
♥ 你是否曾经,
♥ 曾经观看满天的星星，
♥ 期待有人能够了解你心，
♥ 能够爱你赐你力量更新,
♥ 耶稣能够叫一切都更新,
♥ 耶稣能够体会你的心情,
♥ 耶稣能够改变你的曾经,
♥ 耶稣爱你,♥
♥ 耶稣疼你,
♥ 耶稣能造一个全新的你。

No matter how, JESUS u are the best!!! I am happy to meet u and be ur CATHOLIC daughter!!!
I ♥ U............

"WONDER WHY"?? Human Nature 人性

2009-12-04T08:53:00.002+08:00

Realized that human nature is really rather terrifying~~ Some ppl would just like to do anything in order to get praises, sympathy from others, they want to be popular among their friends.... Then they would create whatever affairs, 'made' non-existence incidents, things and even ppl, then started to conduct 'propaganda' around, IN FACT, it is not factual at all....

I WONDER WHY??? Why there are so much act of swindling and fraudulent conduct around? Why ppl just cannot be HONEST? Is honesty that 'HARD' to practice?
Dont u ppl know that when the truth is being EXPOSED and FERRET OUT, it would be rather disgraced and shameful!!!
I,PERSONALLY would considered that as an ABSURD act~~~

IF I am a GREAT INVENTOR, the first invention of mine would be..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... HMMMMMMMSSS, GUESS WHAT??!!

'Tadaaaaaaaaaa~~~~'
A device that can detects any misleading and phony LIES and FALSEHOOD. With this device, once ppl lied to u, it would sound extremely loud, saying " LIAR! LIAR! PANTS ON FIREEEEEE~~~!!!!!!!!" Then the pants would really on fire!!!!
活该!! 讲骗话~~ 把你的屁股烧成红碳,像只猴子一样~~~ NANENANEBUBU!!! nanenanebubu~~~ BLUEK =ppppppp
With this device, ppl around will know that it's all BULLSHIT of what u said!!! See who will dare to start fooling and cheating around like no tomorrow..... *eveil-laugh* hiahiahiahiak~~~

Wooooooiiiii!!! DAPHNE!! Wake up to reality lah, if u could invent such a MIRACULOUS & MYSTICAL device, u would be the price winner of "THE FIRST UNBELIEVABLE INVENTION AWARD" loooooo~~~~ LOL.....
Nooooooooooooo, i think i should be getting the "MOST PUERILITY AWARD" now for having such a foolish and awkward 'imaginative faculty'.........

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMSSSSSSSSSSS.................

I WONDER WHY ppl want to cheat and lie to each others, is that FUN??

I WONDER WHY ppl just cannot be candid, frank and honest for their feelings and thoughts??

I WONDER WHY ppl are afraid of being saying the truth out?? Is it that embarrassing for saying the authentic truth??

I WONDER WHY human nature is so contemptible, shameful and disgraceful??

I REALLY WONDER WHYYYYYY???????????? Can someone answer me??????? I AM BLUR @___@

ANYWAY, whatever it is, it's just a WONDER WHY post of mine~~~~~~
BUT feedbacks are welcome~~~

~ lame ~

2009-11-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

being kacau by my so call 'ROMEO' to update the blog, but i really got nothing to write on~~~

I am waiting excitedly with the new coming movies, "NINJA ASSASSIN" by RAIN~~~~~~~~ & "NEW MOON"!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha =p

'ROMEO' i really dunno what to write le, remember to buy me presentsssssss when u go CHINa~~~~~~ hahahahahah =DDDDDDDDDDD

HOHO

2009-10-14T17:15:00.004+08:00

Kinda like din update my blog for so long~~~ actually i got nothing to post~~~ *hoho*

Everyday school school school and test test test, its so boring!! But at least the classmates of mine are all funny, crazy, clever one.... *hoho*

Found out that ppl nowadays cannot live without FACEBOOK~~~ Why when i joined FACEBOOK, no one is interested with it and said that its kinda unorganized and messy, which i dont think so, because of some reasons... *hoho* But now everyone is rushing to open FACEBOOK website once starting their laptop and computers in lab...Weird~~ *hoho*

Recently, get addicted to one new and old songs... keep on listening to them~~~~ *hoho*

I do feel i am in trouble sooner and later~~~ Dunno why.... argh, whatever liao lo...

HOPE EVERYONE ARE STILL FINE!!!! *hoho*

Terrible!! Horrible!!

2009-09-15T21:39:00.002+08:00

I HATE it!!!!! @@

WHY need to come back at 22nd (PUBLIC HOLIDAY, WHAT!!! A PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!!) to sit for the test just becuz u ppl no more slot for us, for me, this is all nonsense~~~ This is so so so so TERRIBLE~~~ urghhhhhhhhhhhhh

U had make all my wonderful plans gone, Gone, & GONE!!!! This is HORRIBLE, horrible & horrible!!!!!!

I want my holidays back!!!!!!!!!!! i want to play!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to enjoy too!!!!!!!!!! this making me so sad whenever i thought of it!!!!!!!!!!! I am envy with those who are having long and will then have a memorable holidays!!!!!!!

I hope i can have the feeling of awaiting the holidays to come soon too~~~~~ BUT i CAN'T!!! i am so so so so so sad~~~ SOB SOB SOB & SOB~~~~~~~~~

T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T

Chance~

2009-09-05T01:13:00.000+08:00

I miss you again just like it’s yesterday
My desire to see you just won’t disappear
You just keep appearing in my mind
The more I comfort myself, the more I cry
Even if I rub away those tears secretly…
The memories spreading to other memories
Making me cry with pain
I regret that I’ve only received
Will you forget me because I haven’t given you anything

I love you..I love you
This is what I’ve learned from you
Out of all the words and phrases in the world
This has become my favorite phrase
I mutter it to myself as if I were stupid
I’m really sorry, I’m sorry for these words that are too late
I will wait for you without a sense of honor
Will you return tomorrow by chance...

GREAT!!!

2009-08-31T00:13:00.007+08:00

I had a great night with all my good frenz (fook ming, wendy, kz, perry, alvin & law).... This gathering was really full of laughter, i like it quite a lots cuz u all are kinda funny, funny and still funny... only one words to say AWESOME!!! hee^^

Me, Kz & Wendy followed Fook ming's nice car & alvin, law followed Perry's nice car too.. Thay picked me at King Centre, then We go Crystal Bowl played bowling, and my first time bowling skill was like... * ehem ehem*.. Go and became pro longkang washer lo, still kinda like wash till clean clean *road clear*...Noobie me~~ Kz is the pro one lo, the highest mark among us, get 90+.. *clap clap clap for u* Law and perry also not bad oo... I gonna tunjuk ajar from them liao... haha^^

Then we went to eat at Hijau to fulfill our stomach, funny thing is they all ordered the same drink ==" & the black pepper rice plates get mixed up, so bo bian gonna tested ourselves, that boss also became blur blur..

Then we went 100 yen, the Japanese store, quite a lot of nice things to see.. Kz bought a box of yogurt there... Blueberry one should be a nice choice!! haha

Then, went again to Friendship Park to became chatterbox *ji ji za za*.. haha.. having a great conversation, we all laughed till... hahahahaha... Kz, ur acting is too good when u describing.. *private & confidential* Besides,in order to capture a one second de picture, we almost using like 5 minutes to do it, at last we gave up and ask ppl to help us capture, Thanks to U...

Gonna Miss u ALL~~~~~~~ *MUACKxxx*

要說你愛我

2009-08-09T01:26:00.001+08:00

你笑的時候
天空就放晴了
難過的時候
我們體貼無聲擁抱著
喜歡你天真的性格世界因你而簡單了
想把你細心呵護著
我們都為愛受傷過仍相信真愛不遠了
終于命運讓我們相遇了
要說你愛我
未來每個星光斑斓的夜我陪你度過
要說你想我
把你的愛放心交給我因為只有你值得
我們說好了
從今以后要一直幸福著
我都會在這
每當你苦悶絕望受挫
有些事不必想太多
相信直覺就不會錯
我就是你注定的守候
我在等你發現最愛你就是我
像是影子跟著你不曾離開過

oh~baby~要說你愛我
未來每個星光斑斓的夜我陪你度過
要說你想我
把你的愛放心交給我因為只有你值得
要說你愛我
未來每個星光斑斓的夜我陪你度過
要說你想我
把你的愛放心交給我因為只有你值得

Life not easy ooo~

2009-08-05T00:18:00.002+08:00

I had finished my progress test lo... at least i get higher mark than the passing rate, but i still not happy with my marks(greedy me - no put much efforts, still got high hope, Stupiak lo) and i was wondering why they put the passing rate as high as 56 hia...??? making quite a lot of my friends failed - NOT EASY... tsk tsk tsk too bad~~

Finished test still got assignment to carry on, aish, somemore still need to wear formal when doing the presentation on this coming Saturday, my dear teacher, do u know that is our first assignment to present on... aduhmak...- NOT EASY

And our intake de timetable is super duper rushing..everythings must rush in order to same as the April intake and sit exam on December together(a month where should be holiday+ing & happy+ing & relax+ing) - NOT ESAY

and that kok fei suddenly asked me got bf or not in msn, i was like Hmm..then i say no, then he said i am cheating, then i asked him back, he also dont have gf mah...still asked me so many.. then i said no one propose how to have one, true or not? zzz.. weird weird de...haha~~ U think very easy to get a person which is faithful and loving bf arr... btw, i am quite anti-social lerh... haix.. SAD in this case- NOT EASY

In conclusion neh, life is NOT EASY~!~~ but what to do, still needa carry on... hais... jiayou jiayou jiayou~~~~

Lazy...

2009-07-21T23:58:00.003+08:00

Haizzzzzz.... I know i am lazy lah, still blogging even tomorrow going to be a test... What so ever lu.....

My nose is sensitive bah, not that i want... Whenever there is dusty around, my nose will start to irritate me cuz is itchy!!! Arghhhhhhhh~~~ Even sweeping the floor, searching somethings that pile up for a long time and only a little dust around, i will start rubbing my nose liao and sneeze, sneeze, sneeze.... Wah, thats so bad... Maybe cuz of these, my nose is sensitive luuu and can smell something easily ooo... So dont ever break ur wind or i should say fart around me, cuz i will know diii... Hia hia :P

Sitting under facing the air-cond listened to the lecturer lecturing for 3 hours, making me start to sneeze and get flu again... what is this!!! +_= *sneexe sneeze & sneeze* What i need ler?? I need tissues!!!!

Really having tight schedule, hectic!!! HEADACHE.... Progress Test coming soon.... I hate this!!! Cuz i am lazyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~~

Something making me frustrating... and finally i know by myself, dunno my guessing correct or not, but maybe is me too naive on that, and i will not let that happen again, if not, thsts really so so so silly of myself!!!!! Stupiddd stupiddd and stupidddddd... go lon piak better lah...
But i scared i CANT make it, HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!! Tell me WHYYYYY!!!! cuzzz i know, though we can control many things by ourself, BUT there is always EXCEPTION, and that's...

WE HAVE NO CONTROL OF OUR OWN HEARTTT!!! & thats the bad news ever....!!!!!!!!!!!

Agree????? 200% agree~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

prêsèntåtïön! preséntätìøn! And prè$ëñtãtîõn!

2009-07-17T20:00:00.002+08:00

argh! Havent even 1 week nia.. I have already done 3 presentation for my group.. Since i am rèprêsentîng før my group, süre hõpë i cän do goød enough lor... But really not an easy thing, going up presenting sure will super duper nervous and i can even felt my heart is trembling.. But what to do le... Aish!! Tomorrow still got another presentation... Hope i manage to do well also and impress the others too... Jia you, jia you, jia you!!!!
These few days i had a complicated feeling.. I have also no ideas why.. Suddenly my mind will flied to somewhere else when the lecturer was teaching.. Fly to where neh? The answer is I Also DONT KNOW...aish...
I hope i got the time to watch the movie recommended by my frenz.. Cuz i had went and watched the trailer, and that was really awesome and touching and romantic enough but is a bit ******* so i am still considering.. Haha... Whatever it is, see whether i got the time or not lo, but i do hope i can.. Hee ><

Suddenly~

2009-07-10T03:02:00.009+08:00

Is already 3.00 in the morning...
I cant sleep.....
SUDDENLY~ i am was wondering..
SUDDENLY~ i feel a sour feeling in my heart..
SUDDENLY~ i feel my heart sink..
SUDDENLY~ i dont wanna talk to anyone..
SUDDENLY~ i close all the conversation windows and no reply..
SUDDENLY~ i switched off my phone..
SUDDENLY~ i feel lonely..
SUDDENLY~ i recall..
SUDDENLY~ i feel sad..
SUDDENLY~ i miss somebody elsewhere..
SUDDENLY~ i have many questions yet nobody can answer for me including myself..
SUDDENLY~ i was thinking what is this all about..
SUDDENLY~ i wanna know the answer from someone..
SUDDENLY~ i wanna shout out but is late night..
SUDDENLY~ i wanna ask WHY..
SUDDENLY~ i keep on turning round and round..
SUDDENLY~ i thought i am insane..
SUDDENLY~ i realised i did something that was really ridiculous..
SUDDENLY~ i feel myself is super duper sinful enough..
SUDDENLY~ i feel shame of myself..
SUDDENLY~ i hug my bear, "HUHU" tightly..
SUDDENLY~ i made a wish..
SUDDENLY~ i feel like sharing but not to do so again..
SUDDENLY~ i feel like wanna own a super duper best best best friend that i can share honestly and sincerely..
SUDDENLY~ i pray to my GOD cuz that the only way that i can bravely voice out and share..
SUDDENLY~ i feel undecisive like get lost in a dark forest..
SUDDENLY~ i feel like crying..
SUDDENLY~ i feel cold..
SUDDENLY~ i felt warmth on my cheek..
SUDDENLY~ i took a deep breathe..
ALL of the SUDDEN~ i realised my tears rolled down tremendously..
LASTLY~ i feel so silly of myself..

Ceremony~

2009-07-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

Today, i went to the COURT luu... Is impressing though.. There u go, some of the photos..

~Kuching Court~

~Big Grand Court Door~

~Inside the Court..~

~Wearing the Lawyer Suit inside the Court~

*me,mummy,jie jie,daddy,jie jie bf* ^^

~All the admitted Lawyers with the Chief Judge~

Chief Judge room, not everyone can go in, but he only give a special permission today, so we can go in visit... Weee^^ So many thick thick colourful books... *pa pa ooo*

~weee.. Cheers!!!~

Rushing for my hphone~ cuz is ringing but being captured by sis... zzzzz

ok lah, thats all for this post, lazy to write.... hee ^^ CHEEERRSSSSSSS!!!!!!

In a good mood~

2009-07-07T20:30:00.002+08:00

Today ne,
i also dont know why, juz feeling happy... all going well as i wished like the last post... heee^^ I am very happieeeeeeeeeee :D (cheesssee!!!!!!!!! Threeeeeeeee!!!!!!) hahahahaha...
MY PRAYER WORKS!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~

besides that, tomorrow got quite a important ocassion to carry on, or i should said is a ceremony... Aiyooo, dont know what lah~ So guess what???? Hmmmmm...

Yeah, my sis get admitted by the Chief Judge of East Malaysia lo... She is now a real LAWYER... (CONGRATZ!!) so in case, got any related to lawyer de things, can go find my sis ooo, i sure my sis will discount for u de~~~ hahahahah...

Tomorrow, i will going to HIGH COURT.. >< weeeeeeeeee~
not i did crime lah (choi choi choi), i go watch for the ceremony lah... I think that will be a good de experience for me... Not everyone will be able to go to court gok (of cuz is going for a good thing lo)... haha..

I am toooooooo gooooooooooooood in mood.... i also no idea about it...... hihik.... HUHU~
Got any good news, tell me now.. cuz i am goooooood in mood laaaaaaaaa... HEHE... HUHUUU

The Beginning...

2009-07-06T21:11:00.004+08:00

TOMORROW...

Everything gonna be so new to me...
One of it of cuz is a NEW day that i wont know what will happening the every next moments, NEW people, NEW things, NEW "status", NEW feelings, NEW.................. Everything is new and will introduce to me.... Hope i am able to cope with it... ^^

Whatever it is, Refresh!! Refresh!! & Refresh....... Let a smile make gone every irritating and frustrating mind~~ Let everything be so smoooooooooooothhhhhh~~

Gambateh neh!!!!! Jia you, jia you, jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah~~~~~~~

Inspiring 10 to Me~~~

2009-06-30T13:43:00.006+08:00

Recently a bit busy, so now baru put up this blog... I found out somethings that inspire me a lot and is real meaningful last week... So i gonna share with all my blog's readers oo0... Read each of them carefully and take a time to think about it a second or two uuoooo.... ^^

1. Dream what you want to dream. Say what you want to say. Go where you want to go. Be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

P.V: Sometimes, do remember to trust your intuition cause it nevers lie and will always be the answers from the deep of your heart. I do trust MINE, some part of it only, cuz u ppl know de lah... *heeeeeeee*

2. Do not go for looks, they can deceive. Do not go for wealth, even that can fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seems bright.

P.V: So go by your heart then you wont be wrong.... BINGO!!! *Chesseeeeeeeeeeee*

3. It hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return. But what is more pitiful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel and then start to regret about it.

P.V: Voice out your innermost thoughts and feelings to your loved one, they can be your mummy, daddy, siblings, lover and even close friends... If not once they really R.I.P (choi choi choi, touch wood touch wood!!!), then dont regret ooo like the 1st sentence... so follow me and say I LOVE YOU,***********.... I LOVE U, Canon in D....... *Hmmmmm*

4. If there are 1000 steps between us, you only need to take the first step. Then i willl take the rest 999 without hesitatingly towards you.

P.V: When you did something wrong, why don't you take the chance and step out and say "SORRY" to others first instead of waiting other to apologize to you... Err, i think this does applies to when you wanna start a relationship... *Yippieeeeeeeee*

5. There are things you would love to here from the person whom you would like to hear from, but do not be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from his/her heart.

P.V: Do appreciate and listen what people wanna tell you... Don't ignore them, some words really need bravery to say out... I think I can do better in this part, don't u think so... *Yeaaaaaaaaaa*

6. Never say goodbye if you still want to try. Never give up if you still feel you can go on. Never say you do not loves the person anymore if you cannot let go.

P.V: Never give it up and try no matter how many times it is, as long as you are determined, then you will be success... *Yeahhhhhhhhh, gimme 5*

7. Always put yourself in other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

P.V: Always think of others, think twice before you act or say, be caring, ya... * Ahaaaaaaaaaaa*

8. Even the English word "believe" also has a "lie" hidden in the middle.

P.V: If they really lying for a good deed, why not? But do notdo it too excessively, do remember,"honesty is the best policy*... *Pheeeeeeeewwwwwww*

9. Friends are those even though exposed by you, yet they still take a liking in you.

P.V: This ppl will be your true freind, dont angry when ppl say you. Give a big heart... *Wowww*

10. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion and the romance in a relationship -- and find out that you are still for that person.

P.V: If you are stilll for that person, don't resist it. Cuz it seems that we have no control what so ever of ou own heart. Romance can make the heart palpitate, juz like panic can... * Muackzzzzzz*

This 10 had inspired me a lot, do they inspiring u, do u feel meaningful mar??? I got my favourite sentence there, do u know which one? let's guess.... Hmmmm... That one lo... haha~~ HUHUHUUUUUUUUUU~

~~ If you simply juz apply the 10 in ur daily life, i am sure that you will got an unexpected harvest in ur life~~

Owh~ Painful !!

2009-06-18T14:24:00.006+08:00

My head is feeling painful, cuz i rolled down from the bed when i sleep... I slept together with both my sis on the bed yesterday, so is 3 of us sleeping together... and i also dont know why i choose to sleep at the side of the bed (actually i always sleep inside of the bed together with a wall there) who knows once i changed place to sleep then something bad happen liao... walamak!! i also dont know when i rolled down and knocked my head~~ +_+ But in the morning i baru realised and feel a little bit painful at the back of my head...

This made me flashed back of the Damai Beach trip last year end... 5 of us (including me, fook ming, yong siang, ming how and sebastian) slept on one that was only a Queen size bed~~ We all squeeze and sticked together like that becuz the air-cond in the room was cold... But i was wondering why no one will rolled down from the bed ha? What i mean is the one slept at the side of the bed, why they wont rolled down?Whts the secret hia? Are they magnetize to the bed? Luckily i slept in the middle of the bed that time, if let me slept at the side of the bed with 5 ppl sleeping in a small bed like that, i sure i will rolled down and knocked my head once.. =_= Really pro of them who slept at the side that time... Clap for them!! That was really awesome when i thought of them now......

Whatever it is, i will try not to sleep at the side of the bed liao.. If not, i sure my head gonna go and "kiss" the floor again~~~

zzzzzzzzz

~Jokes~

2009-06-17T14:22:00.010+08:00

1. Arithmetic or Miserliness?
Teacher: If you had one ringgit and you asked your father for three more, how many ringgit would you have?
Student: One ringgit.
Teacher: You dont know your arithmetic!!
Student: You dont know my father!

2. Action or Name?
Teacher: Are you chewing gum?
Jimmy: Nooo, I'm Jimmy Aaron...

3. Promises
Teacher: Didn't you promise to behave?
Student: Yes, Sir.
Teacher: And didn't i promise to punish you if you didn't?
Student: Yes, Sir. But since I broke my promise, I dont expect you to keep yours too..

4. Climbing Up a Beam of Light
Tom and Joe are the first to arrive in the classroom one morning. They decide to play a game. First, they switch off the lights. Tom takes out a torchlight and shines it up to the ceiling fan.
He tells Joe, "You see this light going straight up to the ceiling fan? Why dont you climb up by holding on this beam of light and hang on while I switch on the fan?"
Joe shakes his head.
"Why wont you climb up?" asked Tom.
Joe replies: " I know what you're going to do. When i am halfway up to the ceiling, you're going to switch off the torchlight and I'll come crashing down."

5. Zoo
A police officer saw a lady with a penguin and told her to take the animal to the zoo. The next day he saw the same lady with the same penguin.
"I thought I told you to take him to the zoo." he said sternly.
"I did," she replied. " He loved it and today we are going to the musuem!"

Please laugh lah, dude~~ These are jokes le~ LAUGH for the sake u really need to LAUGH~~ MUAHAHAHAHA..... ^^

*~Remember to keep smiling!! Say CHEESSEEEEE!!! HUHU~~~*

DARKNESS

2009-06-16T16:59:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night, there was really a pouring of rain with the presence of lightning and thunderstorm outside... The sound of the thunderstorm made my heart pumped a little bit faster whenever it sounded.....

I tuned on the TV and watched together with my sis on the sofa around 11 something... When the programmes was in the climax of funny part... then "PAK" .... BLACK BLACK BLACK~~~~~

OH GOSH!!! its power failure.. What?! POWER FAILURE!!!! OMGGGG~~

The surrounding was so dark... Of course, the first response of mine would be "AHHHHHHH~~~!!!" Then me kept on yelling for my sis name cuz i knew she was around and sat beside of me~~ But the darkness will juz made my brain stopped running and could not think any further, kept on yelling again~~ Luckily, my sis waved her hand and i managed to grab her hand as tight as i can, then only i felt a little relieved.... Then after a few swconds, i manage to think.. of something which can give out light =PHONE=

"Quick!QUICK! Take my phone on the table there!!!" Its just 50 cm only.... Luckily my favourite JACK SKELETON hanged on my phone having green fluorescent light.. Then my sis managed to get it... oh PRESS for LIGHT!!!!!!!! Press for light

Finally, my bro came and switched on the main switch. Then only BRIGHTNESS emerged!!!!!!!

Then my sis started to ask me:

{Why u juz now hold my hand so tight?}

[ DID I?]

{Yea!! you did...}

[OK, sorry lo... i Scared mah..]

The darkness made me recall of the power failure that i went through in the National Services in KEM PUTRA SENTOSA~~

That two days, the power failure juz kept on happening, and teacher told us that maybe because of the services of electricity in Lundu...When the power failure happened, the whole dewan become dark.... All people started to shout... But we are warned not to shout...

Suddenly, row of tears just rolled down to the cheek, i can even felt the warmth of the tears!! Luckily, no people saw it, cuz its dark and who will care so much about u, all ppl were afraid i guessed... In a short while, there is electricity supply and in a short while also, power failure again~~~ These had made me cried at least THRICE because of power failure, but of cuz no ppl would realised that...

Even worst, when i am bathing, shampooing myself, power failure in the toilet!!!! Not only power failure, water shortage also!!! How could this happen!! What i gonna do?? Cried again...

Luckily there was ppl outside the toilet and grace manage to give me a pail of water for me to washed myself...

Haiz!!! I HATE DARKNESSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whenever is dark, i felt like insecure, i felt like wanna being comfort by people, i felt like crying, i felt like missing, i felt like out of control, i felt like the heart would just wanna pumped out from the body, i felt like...

i hate this feeling.... Whatever it is, brightness will emerge!!!

Forever Friends

2009-05-21T23:31:00.003+08:00

Friends share, Friends care, Friends love, We need friends Everywhere!

Friends smile at you.

They like your face.

They want to be with you

Any old place.

Friends have fun with you.

Friends share.

They’re glad when you’re happy---

When you’re sad, they care.

If you’re a friend

Then you care, too.

That’s why your friends are glad.

They love you...

cuz you're you!!

Best Friend!

A friend that really cares!

All my secrets i can share!

There when i need a hand!

There to understand!
When i cry!

Friend will be there!

If i am away!

Friend will call me day by day!

If i need friend at all!

She'll be there to stand tall!

Anything i say will be heard!

Friend will listen word by word!

If I am late!

Friend will open the gate!
As friend looks in my eyes!

The sparkle he/ she realize!

Friend is the one that cares!

And the one thats there!

That's a best Friend!!