Remoteness of the things on the Earth~

At this moment, i felt that everything is so remote that i can't manage to aim high, to look good, to be proud of the things that i wished to be...
像是天上的星星,那么遥不可及... =(

Things seems to be so close that i manage to see it from where i stand but i just couldn't reach it, it's ABSOLUTELY a pain, so much so that it hunted me in the middle of the night that once again ruined everything~~ It's just so scary and frightening~~

Everyone else seems to be care-free, living good & coping well enough, but why i am the one falling in that unsolvable situations : Family, Love, Friends, Hope~~ People just would like to say is alright and it will be over, but there are definitely things couldn't be and will not possible to be alright and will not comes to an end~~

I tried so hard so many times, but things went hair-wired, so what's the point i kept trying and there is no outcome???? WHAT'S THE POINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, Daph is depressed on every single things on the Earth now!!!!! There is no more hopes, no more possibilities, no more chances............ NO MORE

As Time Passes By~~

Life cannot be paused, neither rewind nor forward & i clear on this...
It just flows with the time...
Moving on is simple,
it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult...

Fate......
However mystical, is also grounded by the choices we make...
In the end, there's a symbiosis between the world and all its externalities, your heart and mind...
I may regret the way it ended, but I will never regret what had been before...
Why am I afraid to lose it when you're not even mine...
Whats the sense of wishing for something when I always just wish it away?

When one door closes, another door opens...
But so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door...
Until do not see the ones which open for us...

It seems that a better person is just right beside now...
Seems to have forgotten and let go of the past of what being done together...
Deep down you know it's best for yourself..
The options would only grab firmly or release it...
NOT being ambiguous between them which u did...
It's always better to say something direct and to the point than to keep someone guessing...
Because their interpretation might be different from what you want to say...

Everything is just so sudden till i seems to be able to conquer it...
BUT...
Unfortunately it is a clear manifestation that almost impossible to be done for the moment...
I doubted it for over and over again...

Why should I care? When you obviously don't...
Why should I try? When neither do you...
Why should I even show up anymore? When you wouldn't notice If I didn't...

The only consistent thing in my life..
Is the rain, the dark clouds, and the crashing lightning...
When I’m crying you can’t tell..
And before I come back,
It washes away the pain, It washes away my tears...
I come back in,
And the pain comes back...

The precious of alphabet F

Appreciate them (Friendship & Family) for once being part of ur life or even just a second !!!

Follow ur true Feeling,
Figure it,
Face it,
Focus,
Forgive & Forget to be Forever,
is Fortune!!

Forge ahead,
Future is always there For u to alter and change!!

So Friends~

Dont be a Fool anymore From now onwards!

New beginning~~

It has been awhile since my last post...

Everyone is getting started with the school life soon, so do I... I guess i gonna be totally up side down with the normal timetable that most of u guys are having, maybe the time and frequentness of me going to mass will be less too,which making me not really happy about it! BUT, i really really feeling lucky to be Roman Catholic (following mother's root) ^v^ Because frankly speaking, i only time i feel myself together with Lord Jesus is only during the Sunday Mass.. =(

This holiday is a short holiday for me, I just utilised them with some outings, movies, and dramas... Besides, i looking forward anxiously for the upcoming movie, The Twilight Saga: Eclipse!! I guessed this is the climax of the four series and gonna be having a thrill watch in cinema!! Those supporting TWILIGHT, let's await the moment to come!! XD

Everyone now cheer and crazy for the WORLD CUP.. Who will know England will out of the match so fast? Who will know Brazil would lost to Holland? Who will expect 0-4 between Argentina and Germany? Thing always just happened unexpected!! So now, many things i will just let it down when there is no point for me to act stubbornly..O.O

I will continue my effort in studies and hoping for good result so that everything is in the route that planned by me! My bro going to Newcastle coming September.. Mom and him just busy for the preparation stuff, hope everything goes smoothly!! Of course, i also hope i got the chance to further my study in my dream country too!! So, *Aza Aza Fightin~* everyone!! Gambateneh for those pursuing study in university and the Form 6 school folks!! Hope everyone doing fine out there~~ =D

Exile Love

有时候我真的觉得好寂寞
虽然你什麽都没说只是紧紧的抱着我
却轻轻对我说我只是普通的朋友
爱的感觉不同付出的爱没有结果

想不透我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择了让步

被放逐在寒冷的边际
去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理所谓的不公平
静静的离去 轻轻的闭上眼睛

想不透我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择了让步

被放逐在寒冷的边际
去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理所谓的不公平
静静的离去 轻轻的闭上眼睛
静静的摆在那里

COOL ~~

I like~~~~~~~

KOREA with Awesome Language,
PARIS with Eiffel Tower,
Italy ROME with Pope,
JAPAN with Sakura,
NEW YORK with Statue of Liberty,
LONDON with Big Ben,
GERMANY, FRANCE, LOS ANGELES, ICELAND~~~~
& let's travel together!!!!!!!!!!!!! WoOOOOOOOOOOhOOOOOOOO =DDDDDDD

* Dreams can be impetus or driving force for us to strike a better n nicer life!!!, so, lets DREAM~~~* ahahahahahhahahahahahahahaahahahaa

Life need not be taken seriously at all the time, even a moment of happiness, it will be sufficient!!!!!!!! ^V^

PPL who have the similar dreams as i do, CHEERS!!!!!!!!
Aza aza FIGHTIN~~~
Gambateneh~~~

^V^, =D, =p.....................

~Word of LORD~

Today, as Usual, I went to Sunday Mass, and one of the reading for today that’s meaningful:-

Love is always patient and kind; it never jealous; love is never boastful or conceited; it is never rude or selfish; it does not take offence, and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins BUT delights in the truth; it is always ready to excuse, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.

Love does not come to an end. For our knowledge is imperfect, but once perfection comes, all imperfection things will disappear. The knowledge that I have now is imperfect, BUT then I shall know as fully as I am known.

In short, there are THREE things that last:
*1* FAITH
*2* HOPE
*3* LOVE
And the greatest of these is Love….

This is the word of the LORD.

~ Still in ♥ LOVE ♥ ~

♥ 你说阴天代表你的心情,
♥ 雨天更是你对生命的反应。
♥ 你说每天生活一样平静，
♥ 对于未来没有一点信心。
♥ 亲爱朋友,
♥ 你是否曾经,
♥ 曾经观看满天的星星，
♥ 期待有人能够了解你心，
♥ 能够爱你赐你力量更新,
♥ 耶稣能够叫一切都更新,
♥ 耶稣能够体会你的心情,
♥ 耶稣能够改变你的曾经,
♥ 耶稣爱你,♥
♥ 耶稣疼你,
♥ 耶稣能造一个全新的你。

No matter how, JESUS u are the best!!! I am happy to meet u and be ur CATHOLIC daughter!!!
I ♥ U............