Life cannot be paused, neither rewind nor forward & i clear on this...
It just flows with the time...
Moving on is simple,
it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult...
Fate......
However mystical, is also grounded by the choices we make...
In the end, there's a symbiosis between the world and all its externalities, your heart and mind...
I may regret the way it ended, but I will never regret what had been before...
Why am I afraid to lose it when you're not even mine...
Whats the sense of wishing for something when I always just wish it away?
When one door closes, another door opens...
But so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door...
Until do not see the ones which open for us...
It seems that a better person is just right beside now...
Seems to have forgotten and let go of the past of what being done together...
Deep down you know it's best for yourself..
The options would only grab firmly or release it...
NOT being ambiguous between them which u did...
It's always better to say something direct and to the point than to keep someone guessing...
Because their interpretation might be different from what you want to say...
Everything is just so sudden till i seems to be able to conquer it...
BUT...
Unfortunately it is a clear manifestation that almost impossible to be done for the moment...
I doubted it for over and over again...
Why should I care? When you obviously don't...
Why should I try? When neither do you...
Why should I even show up anymore? When you wouldn't notice If I didn't...
The only consistent thing in my life..
Is the rain, the dark clouds, and the crashing lightning...
When I’m crying you can’t tell..
And before I come back,
It washes away the pain, It washes away my tears...
I come back in,
And the pain comes back...
