At this moment, i felt that everything is so remote that i can't manage to aim high, to look good, to be proud of the things that i wished to be...
像是天上的星星,那么遥不可及... =(
Things seems to be so close that i manage to see it from where i stand but i just couldn't reach it, it's ABSOLUTELY a pain, so much so that it hunted me in the middle of the night that once again ruined everything~~ It's just so scary and frightening~~
Everyone else seems to be care-free, living good & coping well enough, but why i am the one falling in that unsolvable situations : Family, Love, Friends, Hope~~ People just would like to say is alright and it will be over, but there are definitely things couldn't be and will not possible to be alright and will not comes to an end~~
I tried so hard so many times, but things went hair-wired, so what's the point i kept trying and there is no outcome???? WHAT'S THE POINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes, Daph is depressed on every single things on the Earth now!!!!! There is no more hopes, no more possibilities, no more chances............ NO MORE