Suddenly~

Is already 3.00 in the morning...
I cant sleep.....
SUDDENLY~ i am was wondering..
SUDDENLY~ i feel a sour feeling in my heart..
SUDDENLY~ i feel my heart sink..
SUDDENLY~ i dont wanna talk to anyone..
SUDDENLY~ i close all the conversation windows and no reply..
SUDDENLY~ i switched off my phone..
SUDDENLY~ i feel lonely..
SUDDENLY~ i recall..
SUDDENLY~ i feel sad..
SUDDENLY~ i miss somebody elsewhere..
SUDDENLY~ i have many questions yet nobody can answer for me including myself..
SUDDENLY~ i was thinking what is this all about..
SUDDENLY~ i wanna know the answer from someone..
SUDDENLY~ i wanna shout out but is late night..
SUDDENLY~ i wanna ask WHY..
SUDDENLY~ i keep on turning round and round..
SUDDENLY~ i thought i am insane..
SUDDENLY~ i realised i did something that was really ridiculous..
SUDDENLY~ i feel myself is super duper sinful enough..
SUDDENLY~ i feel shame of myself..
SUDDENLY~ i hug my bear, "HUHU" tightly..
SUDDENLY~ i made a wish..
SUDDENLY~ i feel like sharing but not to do so again..
SUDDENLY~ i feel like wanna own a super duper best best best friend that i can share honestly and sincerely..
SUDDENLY~ i pray to my GOD cuz that the only way that i can bravely voice out and share..
SUDDENLY~ i feel undecisive like get lost in a dark forest..
SUDDENLY~ i feel like crying..
SUDDENLY~ i feel cold..
SUDDENLY~ i felt warmth on my cheek..
SUDDENLY~ i took a deep breathe..
ALL of the SUDDEN~ i realised my tears rolled down tremendously..
LASTLY~ i feel so silly of myself..