Friday, December 4, 2009

"WONDER WHY"?? Human Nature 人性

Realized that human nature is really rather terrifying~~ Some ppl would just like to do anything in order to get praises, sympathy from others, they want to be popular among their friends.... Then they would create whatever affairs, 'made' non-existence incidents, things and even ppl, then started to conduct 'propaganda' around, IN FACT, it is not factual at all....

I WONDER WHY??? Why there are so much act of swindling and fraudulent conduct around? Why ppl just cannot be HONEST? Is honesty that 'HARD' to practice?
Dont u ppl know that when the truth is being EXPOSED and FERRET OUT, it would be rather disgraced and shameful!!!
I,PERSONALLY would considered that as an ABSURD act~~~

IF I am a GREAT INVENTOR, the first invention of mine would be..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... HMMMMMMMSSS, GUESS WHAT??!!






'Tadaaaaaaaaaa~~~~'
A device that can detects any misleading and phony LIES and FALSEHOOD. With this device, once ppl lied to u, it would sound extremely loud, saying " LIAR! LIAR! PANTS ON FIREEEEEE~~~!!!!!!!!" Then the pants would really on fire!!!!
活该!! 讲骗话~~ 把你的屁股烧成红碳,像只猴子一样~~~ NANENANEBUBU!!! nanenanebubu~~~ BLUEK =ppppppp
With this device, ppl around will know that it's all BULLSHIT of what u said!!! See who will dare to start fooling and cheating around like no tomorrow..... *eveil-laugh* hiahiahiahiak~~~


Wooooooiiiii!!! DAPHNE!! Wake up to reality lah, if u could invent such a MIRACULOUS & MYSTICAL device, u would be the price winner of "THE FIRST UNBELIEVABLE INVENTION AWARD" loooooo~~~~ LOL.....
Nooooooooooooo, i think i should be getting the "MOST PUERILITY AWARD" now for having such a foolish and awkward 'imaginative faculty'.........

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMSSSSSSSSSSS.................

I WONDER WHY ppl want to cheat and lie to each others, is that FUN??

I WONDER WHY ppl just cannot be candid, frank and honest for their feelings and thoughts??

I WONDER WHY ppl are afraid of being saying the truth out?? Is it that embarrassing for saying the authentic truth??

I WONDER WHY human nature is so contemptible, shameful and disgraceful??

I REALLY WONDER WHYYYYYY???????????? Can someone answer me??????? I AM BLUR @___@

ANYWAY, whatever it is, it's just a WONDER WHY post of mine~~~~~~
BUT feedbacks are welcome~~~

Monday, November 23, 2009

~ lame ~

being kacau by my so call 'ROMEO' to update the blog, but i really got nothing to write on~~~

I am waiting excitedly with the new coming movies, "NINJA ASSASSIN" by RAIN~~~~~~~~ & "NEW MOON"!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha =p

'ROMEO' i really dunno what to write le, remember to buy me presentsssssss when u go CHINa~~~~~~ hahahahahah =DDDDDDDDDDD

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

*HOHO*

Kinda like din update my blog for so long~~~ actually i got nothing to post~~~ *hoho*

Everyday school school school and test test test, its so boring!! But at least the classmates of mine are all funny, crazy, clever one.... *hoho*

Found out that ppl nowadays cannot live without FACEBOOK~~~ Why when i joined FACEBOOK, no one is interested with it and said that its kinda unorganized and messy, which i dont think so, because of some reasons... *hoho* But now everyone is rushing to open FACEBOOK website once starting their laptop and computers in lab...Weird~~ *hoho*

Recently, get addicted to one new and old songs... keep on listening to them~~~~ *hoho*

I do feel i am in trouble sooner and later~~~ Dunno why.... argh, whatever liao lo...

HOPE EVERYONE ARE STILL FINE!!!! *hoho*

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Terrible!! Horrible!!

I HATE it!!!!! @@

WHY need to come back at 22nd (PUBLIC HOLIDAY, WHAT!!! A PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!!) to sit for the test just becuz u ppl no more slot for us, for me, this is all nonsense~~~ This is so so so so TERRIBLE~~~ urghhhhhhhhhhhhh

U had make all my wonderful plans gone, Gone, & GONE!!!! This is HORRIBLE, horrible & horrible!!!!!!

I want my holidays back!!!!!!!!!!! i want to play!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to enjoy too!!!!!!!!!! this making me so sad whenever i thought of it!!!!!!!!!!! I am envy with those who are having long and will then have a memorable holidays!!!!!!!

I hope i can have the feeling of awaiting the holidays to come soon too~~~~~ BUT i CAN'T!!! i am so so so so so sad~~~ SOB SOB SOB & SOB~~~~~~~~~

T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Chance~

I miss you again just like it’s yesterday
My desire to see you just won’t disappear
You just keep appearing in my mind
The more I comfort myself, the more I cry
Even if I rub away those tears secretly…
The memories spreading to other memories
Making me cry with pain
I regret that I’ve only received
Will you forget me because I haven’t given you anything

I love you..I love you
This is what I’ve learned from you
Out of all the words and phrases in the world
This has become my favorite phrase
I mutter it to myself as if I were stupid
I’m really sorry, I’m sorry for these words that are too late
I will wait for you without a sense of honor
Will you return tomorrow by chance...

Monday, August 31, 2009

GREAT!!!

I had a great night with all my good frenz (fook ming, wendy, kz, perry, alvin & law).... This gathering was really full of laughter, i like it quite a lots cuz u all are kinda funny, funny and still funny... only one words to say AWESOME!!! hee^^

Me, Kz & Wendy followed Fook ming's nice car & alvin, law followed Perry's nice car too.. Thay picked me at King Centre, then We go Crystal Bowl played bowling, and my first time bowling skill was like... * ehem ehem*.. Go and became pro longkang washer lo, still kinda like wash till clean clean *road clear*...Noobie me~~ Kz is the pro one lo, the highest mark among us, get 90+.. *clap clap clap for u* Law and perry also not bad oo... I gonna tunjuk ajar from them liao... haha^^

Then we went to eat at Hijau to fulfill our stomach, funny thing is they all ordered the same drink ==" & the black pepper rice plates get mixed up, so bo bian gonna tested ourselves, that boss also became blur blur..

Then we went 100 yen, the Japanese store, quite a lot of nice things to see.. Kz bought a box of yogurt there... Blueberry one should be a nice choice!! haha

Then, went again to Friendship Park to became chatterbox *ji ji za za*.. haha.. having a great conversation, we all laughed till... hahahahaha... Kz, ur acting is too good when u describing.. *private & confidential* Besides,in order to capture a one second de picture, we almost using like 5 minutes to do it, at last we gave up and ask ppl to help us capture, Thanks to U...


Gonna Miss u ALL~~~~~~~ *MUACKxxx*

Sunday, August 9, 2009

要說你愛我

你笑的時候
天空就放晴了
難過的時候
我們體貼無聲擁抱著
喜歡你天真的性格 世界因你而簡單了
想把你細心呵護著
我們都為愛受傷過 仍相信真愛不遠了
終于命運讓我們相遇了
要說你愛我
未來每個星光斑斓的夜我陪你度過
要說你想我
把你的愛放心交給我 因為只有你值得
我們說好了
從今以后 要一直幸福著
我都會在這
每當你苦悶 絕望 受挫
有些事不必想太多
相信直覺就不會錯
我就是你注定的守候
我在等你發現 最愛你就是我
像是影子跟著你 不曾離開過

oh~baby~要說你愛我
未來每個星光斑斓的夜我陪你度過
要說你想我
把你的愛放心交給我 因為只有你值得
要說你愛我
未來每個星光斑斓的夜我陪你度過
要說你想我
把你的愛放心交給我 因為只有你值得

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Life not easy ooo~

I had finished my progress test lo... at least i get higher mark than the passing rate, but i still not happy with my marks(greedy me - no put much efforts, still got high hope, Stupiak lo) and i was wondering why they put the passing rate as high as 56 hia...??? making quite a lot of my friends failed - NOT EASY... tsk tsk tsk too bad~~

Finished test still got assignment to carry on, aish, somemore still need to wear formal when doing the presentation on this coming Saturday, my dear teacher, do u know that is our first assignment to present on... aduhmak...- NOT EASY

And our intake de timetable is super duper rushing..everythings must rush in order to same as the April intake and sit exam on December together(a month where should be holiday+ing & happy+ing & relax+ing) - NOT ESAY

and that kok fei suddenly asked me got bf or not in msn, i was like Hmm..then i say no, then he said i am cheating, then i asked him back, he also dont have gf mah...still asked me so many.. then i said no one propose how to have one, true or not? zzz.. weird weird de...haha~~ U think very easy to get a person which is faithful and loving bf arr... btw, i am quite anti-social lerh... haix.. SAD in this case- NOT EASY

In conclusion neh, life is NOT EASY~!~~ but what to do, still needa carry on... hais... jiayou jiayou jiayou~~~~

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Lazy...

Haizzzzzz.... I know i am lazy lah, still blogging even tomorrow going to be a test... What so ever lu.....

My nose is sensitive bah, not that i want... Whenever there is dusty around, my nose will start to irritate me cuz is itchy!!! Arghhhhhhhh~~~ Even sweeping the floor, searching somethings that pile up for a long time and only a little dust around, i will start rubbing my nose liao and sneeze, sneeze, sneeze.... Wah, thats so bad... Maybe cuz of these, my nose is sensitive luuu and can smell something easily ooo... So dont ever break ur wind or i should say fart around me, cuz i will know diii... Hia hia :P

Sitting under facing the air-cond listened to the lecturer lecturing for 3 hours, making me start to sneeze and get flu again... what is this!!! +_= *sneexe sneeze & sneeze* What i need ler?? I need tissues!!!!

Really having tight schedule, hectic!!! HEADACHE.... Progress Test coming soon.... I hate this!!! Cuz i am lazyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~~

Something making me frustrating... and finally i know by myself, dunno my guessing correct or not, but maybe is me too naive on that, and i will not let that happen again, if not, thsts really so so so silly of myself!!!!! Stupiddd stupiddd and stupidddddd... go lon piak better lah...
But i scared i CANT make it, HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!! Tell me WHYYYYY!!!! cuzzz i know, though we can control many things by ourself, BUT there is always EXCEPTION, and that's...

WE HAVE NO CONTROL OF OUR OWN HEARTTT!!! & thats the bad news ever....!!!!!!!!!!!

Agree????? 200% agree~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Friday, July 17, 2009

prêsèntåtïön! preséntätìøn! And prè$ëñtãtîõn!

argh! Havent even 1 week nia.. I have already done 3 presentation for my group.. Since i am rèprêsentîng før my group, süre hõpë i cän do goød enough lor... But really not an easy thing, going up presenting sure will super duper nervous and i can even felt my heart is trembling.. But what to do le... Aish!! Tomorrow still got another presentation... Hope i manage to do well also and impress the others too... Jia you, jia you, jia you!!!!
These few days i had a complicated feeling.. I have also no ideas why.. Suddenly my mind will flied to somewhere else when the lecturer was teaching.. Fly to where neh? The answer is I Also DONT KNOW...aish...
I hope i got the time to watch the movie recommended by my frenz.. Cuz i had went and watched the trailer, and that was really awesome and touching and romantic enough but is a bit ******* so i am still considering.. Haha... Whatever it is, see whether i got the time or not lo, but i do hope i can.. Hee ><

Friday, July 10, 2009

Suddenly~

Is already 3.00 in the morning...
I cant sleep.....
SUDDENLY~ i am was wondering..
SUDDENLY~ i feel a sour feeling in my heart..
SUDDENLY~ i feel my heart sink..
SUDDENLY~ i dont wanna talk to anyone..
SUDDENLY~ i close all the conversation windows and no reply..
SUDDENLY~ i switched off my phone..
SUDDENLY~ i feel lonely..
SUDDENLY~ i recall..
SUDDENLY~ i feel sad..
SUDDENLY~ i miss somebody elsewhere..
SUDDENLY~ i have many questions yet nobody can answer for me including myself..
SUDDENLY~ i was thinking what is this all about..
SUDDENLY~ i wanna know the answer from someone..
SUDDENLY~ i wanna shout out but is late night..
SUDDENLY~ i wanna ask WHY..
SUDDENLY~ i keep on turning round and round..
SUDDENLY~ i thought i am insane..
SUDDENLY~ i realised i did something that was really ridiculous..
SUDDENLY~ i feel myself is super duper sinful enough..
SUDDENLY~ i feel shame of myself..
SUDDENLY~ i hug my bear, "HUHU" tightly..
SUDDENLY~ i made a wish..
SUDDENLY~ i feel like sharing but not to do so again..
SUDDENLY~ i feel like wanna own a super duper best best best friend that i can share honestly and sincerely..
SUDDENLY~ i pray to my GOD cuz that the only way that i can bravely voice out and share..
SUDDENLY~ i feel undecisive like get lost in a dark forest..
SUDDENLY~ i feel like crying..
SUDDENLY~ i feel cold..
SUDDENLY~ i felt warmth on my cheek..
SUDDENLY~ i took a deep breathe..
ALL of the SUDDEN~ i realised my tears rolled down tremendously..
LASTLY~ i feel so silly of myself..

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Ceremony~

Today, i went to the COURT luu... Is impressing though.. There u go, some of the photos..






~Kuching Court~




~Big Grand Court Door~


~Inside the Court..~


~Wearing the Lawyer Suit inside the Court~

*me,mummy,jie jie,daddy,jie jie bf* ^^



~All the admitted Lawyers with the Chief Judge~


Chief Judge room, not everyone can go in, but he only give a special permission today, so we can go in visit... Weee^^ So many thick thick colourful books... *pa pa ooo*

~weee.. Cheers!!!~

Rushing for my hphone~ cuz is ringing but being captured by sis... zzzzz
ok lah, thats all for this post, lazy to write.... hee ^^ CHEEERRSSSSSSS!!!!!!


Tuesday, July 7, 2009

In a good mood~

Today ne,
i also dont know why, juz feeling happy... all going well as i wished like the last post... heee^^ I am very happieeeeeeeeeee :D (cheesssee!!!!!!!!! Threeeeeeeee!!!!!!) hahahahaha...
MY PRAYER WORKS!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~

besides that, tomorrow got quite a important ocassion to carry on, or i should said is a ceremony... Aiyooo, dont know what lah~ So guess what???? Hmmmmm...

Yeah, my sis get admitted by the Chief Judge of East Malaysia lo... She is now a real LAWYER... (CONGRATZ!!) so in case, got any related to lawyer de things, can go find my sis ooo, i sure my sis will discount for u de~~~ hahahahah...

Tomorrow, i will going to HIGH COURT.. >< weeeeeeeeee~
not i did crime lah (choi choi choi), i go watch for the ceremony lah... I think that will be a good de experience for me... Not everyone will be able to go to court gok (of cuz is going for a good thing lo)... haha..

I am toooooooo gooooooooooooood in mood.... i also no idea about it...... hihik.... HUHU~
Got any good news, tell me now.. cuz i am goooooood in mood laaaaaaaaa... HEHE... HUHUUU

Monday, July 6, 2009

The Beginning...

TOMORROW...

Everything gonna be so new to me...
One of it of cuz is a NEW day that i wont know what will happening the every next moments, NEW people, NEW things, NEW "status", NEW feelings, NEW.................. Everything is new and will introduce to me.... Hope i am able to cope with it... ^^

Whatever it is, Refresh!! Refresh!! & Refresh....... Let a smile make gone every irritating and frustrating mind~~ Let everything be so smoooooooooooothhhhhh~~

Gambateh neh!!!!! Jia you, jia you, jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah~~~~~~~

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

*Inspiring* 10 to Me~~~

Recently a bit busy, so now baru put up this blog... I found out somethings that inspire me a lot and is real meaningful last week... So i gonna share with all my blog's readers oo0... Read each of them carefully and take a time to think about it a second or two uuoooo.... ^^

1. Dream what you want to dream. Say what you want to say. Go where you want to go. Be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

P.V: Sometimes, do remember to trust your intuition cause it nevers lie and will always be the answers from the deep of your heart. I do trust MINE, some part of it only, cuz u ppl know de lah... *heeeeeeee*

2. Do not go for looks, they can deceive. Do not go for wealth, even that can fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seems bright.

P.V: So go by your heart then you wont be wrong.... BINGO!!! *Chesseeeeeeeeeeee*

3. It hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return. But what is more pitiful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel and then start to regret about it.

P.V: Voice out your innermost thoughts and feelings to your loved one, they can be your mummy, daddy, siblings, lover and even close friends... If not once they really R.I.P (choi choi choi, touch wood touch wood!!!), then dont regret ooo like the 1st sentence... so follow me and say I LOVE YOU,***********.... I LOVE U, Canon in D....... *Hmmmmm*

4. If there are 1000 steps between us, you only need to take the first step. Then i willl take the rest 999 without hesitatingly towards you.

P.V: When you did something wrong, why don't you take the chance and step out and say "SORRY" to others first instead of waiting other to apologize to you... Err, i think this does applies to when you wanna start a relationship... *Yippieeeeeeeee*

5. There are things you would love to here from the person whom you would like to hear from, but do not be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from his/her heart.

P.V: Do appreciate and listen what people wanna tell you... Don't ignore them, some words really need bravery to say out... I think I can do better in this part, don't u think so... *Yeaaaaaaaaaa*

6. Never say goodbye if you still want to try. Never give up if you still feel you can go on. Never say you do not loves the person anymore if you cannot let go.

P.V: Never give it up and try no matter how many times it is, as long as you are determined, then you will be success... *Yeahhhhhhhhh, gimme 5*

7. Always put yourself in other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

P.V: Always think of others, think twice before you act or say, be caring, ya... * Ahaaaaaaaaaaa*

8. Even the English word "believe" also has a "lie" hidden in the middle.

P.V: If they really lying for a good deed, why not? But do notdo it too excessively, do remember,"honesty is the best policy*... *Pheeeeeeeewwwwwww*

9. Friends are those even though exposed by you, yet they still take a liking in you.

P.V: This ppl will be your true freind, dont angry when ppl say you. Give a big heart... *Wowww*


10. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion and the romance in a relationship -- and find out that you are still for that person.

P.V: If you are stilll for that person, don't resist it. Cuz it seems that we have no control what so ever of ou own heart. Romance can make the heart palpitate, juz like panic can... * Muackzzzzzz*


This 10 had inspired me a lot, do they inspiring u, do u feel meaningful mar??? I got my favourite sentence there, do u know which one? let's guess.... Hmmmm... That one lo... haha~~ HUHUHUUUUUUUUUU~


~~ If you simply juz apply the 10 in ur daily life, i am sure that you will got an unexpected harvest in ur life~~






Thursday, June 18, 2009

Owh~ Painful !!

My head is feeling painful, cuz i rolled down from the bed when i sleep... I slept together with both my sis on the bed yesterday, so is 3 of us sleeping together... and i also dont know why i choose to sleep at the side of the bed (actually i always sleep inside of the bed together with a wall there) who knows once i changed place to sleep then something bad happen liao... walamak!! i also dont know when i rolled down and knocked my head~~ +_+ But in the morning i baru realised and feel a little bit painful at the back of my head...

This made me flashed back of the Damai Beach trip last year end... 5 of us (including me, fook ming, yong siang, ming how and sebastian) slept on one that was only a Queen size bed~~ We all squeeze and sticked together like that becuz the air-cond in the room was cold... But i was wondering why no one will rolled down from the bed ha? What i mean is the one slept at the side of the bed, why they wont rolled down?Whts the secret hia? Are they magnetize to the bed? Luckily i slept in the middle of the bed that time, if let me slept at the side of the bed with 5 ppl sleeping in a small bed like that, i sure i will rolled down and knocked my head once.. =_= Really pro of them who slept at the side that time... Clap for them!! That was really awesome when i thought of them now......

Whatever it is, i will try not to sleep at the side of the bed liao.. If not, i sure my head gonna go and "kiss" the floor again~~~

zzzzzzzzz

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

~Jokes~

1. Arithmetic or Miserliness?
Teacher: If you had one ringgit and you asked your father for three more, how many ringgit would you have?
Student: One ringgit.
Teacher: You dont know your arithmetic!!
Student: You dont know my father!

2. Action or Name?
Teacher: Are you chewing gum?
Jimmy: Nooo, I'm Jimmy Aaron...

3. Promises
Teacher: Didn't you promise to behave?
Student: Yes, Sir.
Teacher: And didn't i promise to punish you if you didn't?
Student: Yes, Sir. But since I broke my promise, I dont expect you to keep yours too..

4. Climbing Up a Beam of Light
Tom and Joe are the first to arrive in the classroom one morning. They decide to play a game. First, they switch off the lights. Tom takes out a torchlight and shines it up to the ceiling fan.
He tells Joe, "You see this light going straight up to the ceiling fan? Why dont you climb up by holding on this beam of light and hang on while I switch on the fan?"
Joe shakes his head.
"Why wont you climb up?" asked Tom.
Joe replies: " I know what you're going to do. When i am halfway up to the ceiling, you're going to switch off the torchlight and I'll come crashing down."

5. Zoo
A police officer saw a lady with a penguin and told her to take the animal to the zoo. The next day he saw the same lady with the same penguin.
"I thought I told you to take him to the zoo." he said sternly.
"I did," she replied. " He loved it and today we are going to the musuem!"


Please laugh lah, dude~~ These are jokes le~ LAUGH for the sake u really need to LAUGH~~ MUAHAHAHAHA..... ^^

*~Remember to keep smiling!! Say CHEESSEEEEE!!! HUHU~~~*


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

DARKNESS

Yesterday night, there was really a pouring of rain with the presence of lightning and thunderstorm outside... The sound of the thunderstorm made my heart pumped a little bit faster whenever it sounded.....



I tuned on the TV and watched together with my sis on the sofa around 11 something... When the programmes was in the climax of funny part... then "PAK" .... BLACK BLACK BLACK~~~~~

OH GOSH!!! its power failure.. What?! POWER FAILURE!!!! OMGGGG~~



The surrounding was so dark... Of course, the first response of mine would be "AHHHHHHH~~~!!!" Then me kept on yelling for my sis name cuz i knew she was around and sat beside of me~~ But the darkness will juz made my brain stopped running and could not think any further, kept on yelling again~~ Luckily, my sis waved her hand and i managed to grab her hand as tight as i can, then only i felt a little relieved.... Then after a few swconds, i manage to think.. of something which can give out light =PHONE=



"Quick!QUICK! Take my phone on the table there!!!" Its just 50 cm only.... Luckily my favourite JACK SKELETON hanged on my phone having green fluorescent light.. Then my sis managed to get it... oh PRESS for LIGHT!!!!!!!! Press for light

Finally, my bro came and switched on the main switch. Then only BRIGHTNESS emerged!!!!!!!



Then my sis started to ask me:

{Why u juz now hold my hand so tight?}

[ DID I?]

{Yea!! you did...}

[OK, sorry lo... i Scared mah..]



The darkness made me recall of the power failure that i went through in the National Services in KEM PUTRA SENTOSA~~

That two days, the power failure juz kept on happening, and teacher told us that maybe because of the services of electricity in Lundu...When the power failure happened, the whole dewan become dark.... All people started to shout... But we are warned not to shout...

Suddenly, row of tears just rolled down to the cheek, i can even felt the warmth of the tears!! Luckily, no people saw it, cuz its dark and who will care so much about u, all ppl were afraid i guessed... In a short while, there is electricity supply and in a short while also, power failure again~~~ These had made me cried at least THRICE because of power failure, but of cuz no ppl would realised that...



Even worst, when i am bathing, shampooing myself, power failure in the toilet!!!! Not only power failure, water shortage also!!! How could this happen!! What i gonna do?? Cried again...

Luckily there was ppl outside the toilet and grace manage to give me a pail of water for me to washed myself...



Haiz!!! I HATE DARKNESSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whenever is dark, i felt like insecure, i felt like wanna being comfort by people, i felt like crying, i felt like missing, i felt like out of control, i felt like the heart would just wanna pumped out from the body, i felt like...

i hate this feeling.... Whatever it is, brightness will emerge!!!




Thursday, May 21, 2009

~~Forever Friends~~

Friends share, Friends care, Friends love, We need friends Everywhere!
Friends smile at you.
They like your face.
They want to be with you
Any old place.
Friends have fun with you.
Friends share.
They’re glad when you’re happy---
When you’re sad, they care.
If you’re a friend
Then you care, too.
That’s why your friends are glad.
They love you...
cuz you're you!!

Best Friend!
A friend that really cares!
All my secrets i can share!
There when i need a hand!
There to understand!
When i cry!
Friend will be there!
If i am away!
Friend will call me day by day!
If i need friend at all!
She'll be there to stand tall!
Anything i say will be heard!
Friend will listen word by word!
If I am late!
Friend will open the gate!
As friend looks in my eyes!
The sparkle he/ she realize!
Friend is the one that cares!
And the one thats there!
That's a best Friend!!